...is anyone still here?
I recently got an email from google workspace trying to deactivate my account because... ?!? I haven't been logging on here in seems? I supposed it's a good thing to swing by this blog from time to time so that future Jessica could have a refresher on the seasons past Jessica is in.
I haven't been sick sick for a long time and although my current stomachache/diarrhea situation isn't type ER-it knocked me down for 4days...whatever I ate or drank came right out. I went to 2 doctors, ate different types of medication, did injections and paid for vitamin drips $! It always feels like a waste the money that was spent trying to cure my illness when I could have spent it on something else.
Being under the weather brings my mind wondering down the rabbit hole. Not something i'm proud off, hate it when it happens but it did and i've been questioning more and with all the thoughts and assumptions... i drown deeper.
Do I even contribute at all in this life if i'm not bringing in the dough?
No, really. seriously.
for this particular moment, i feel like a NO.
